Its Been awhile!!!

Assalamualaikum semua...

Dah lama kan Ju x update Blog. The last time if i'm not mistaken was last year after g Melaka Trip tu kan. Sorry coz mcm menghilangkan diri, bkn apa, mcm xder apa sgt nak d update about me in this year sgt. Yg ada pon busy ngn Last Class before going out to do Practical on this Sept 2011, Insyallah.
But kalau u all nak tahu, Ju rasa ada benda yg interesting about my life lately, bout 2 months ni lah. Hehehe...
before this, i mean after my last try with Mr. Ei was failed, Ju solo for a few month. Lama jgk la Ju diamkan diri dr si dia. Then dia ada gak text Ju tuk nak mintak declare balik ngn dia, but Ju tolak. Bukan bab Ju ada org lain dah that time but bab Ju dh mls nk sakitkan hati Ju sendiri kan. Enough lah Ei. :)
After that, ada try lagi ngn budak Tawau but failed jgk mungkin sbb ju menerima dia atas dasar Ju mahu mencuba dlm couple tp Ju found myself dot fit with him. So, we broke up secara aman, Alhamdulillah. ! lagi factor mungkin sbb budak tu pernah jd mmber Ju before this at my high school form 6 dulu. Kalau dah kita anggap mmber ssh kan kita nak jdikan org tu special one kita. Dalam masa kami broke up tu, aktiviti ju yg seperti biasa, Clubbing with my classmate still goes on jgk bb nak enjoy sesambil study la katakan. hehehe
Ju terkenal lah semamat ni. SEMAMAT? hahaha. Pelik lak ju rasa bunyiknyer kan. Ju kenal la mamat ni through my friend lah. But, masa we all kenal tu, langsung xder feel nak suker2 ker, fall apart ker, xder langsung. Kenal dia as a friend in that place, so Ju mmg ssh nk jtuh cnta kan. Nak2 lg from that place, i mean bkn nak ckp everyone that i met in that place was bad man, but mmg jarang bekenalan ngn lelaki club unleast mmg KAWAN. tu jer. But, yg ni, was start as a friend, dia sgt2 lawak, and keyword all about him is, dia sgt ULAM. hahaha...
Ulam tu apa? Ulam tu bahasa utara lah kot, means, Lembab. Act dia bkn lembab yg bodoh tu, bkn i mean lembab masa main teka teki jer. Hahaha... Tgh tersenyum seorang ni Okay mengingatkan bout that time. :p
Nama dia? Masa kenal dia as a PANJANG. Nama penuh? Hurm... xmau ckp, bab kita org sgt baru lagi kan,  nnt kalau jodoh kami sampai, Ju akan reveal nama dia saper k. SABAR tau. :p
Drpd nama dia jer, of course dia tinggi, dia botak, bkn botak licin, hehe... Dia... dia cute!!!!!!! I know Ju jer yg nmpak dia cute, bg ju bkn berdsrkn rupa dia yg buatkan Ju andaikan dia cute, but his attitude, yg lawak, suka nasihat, and the MOST IMPORTANT THING IS, dia dpt baca MYSELF from the first we met. But dia x memandang Ju rendah becoz of mmg Ju rendah OK!!! hehehe. Masa kenal dlm tu pun, dia treat me nicely, walaupun x beckp byk, but gentleman. OMG!!!! Ju perasan dh mmg dia usha Ju tp xmau lyn sgt. hehehe
I mean, my lifestyle kan. Then, masa tu, Ju igt dia ada Gf, but my friend kata xder, tp yerlah, Ju mg ssh nk percaya lelaki.
After the 1st met, ada lagi kesinambungannyer, igtkan dh xakan jumpa, the 2nd was mmber dia ngn dia skli ajak my mmber ngn Ju skli pegi pub one night tu. Then sbb from the 1st night met tu kita org x ckp personal, then x tukar number phone pun. Layanan masih biasa, spt mmber biasa, dia nak dance with me, but Ju told him honestly that Ju TAK DANCE WITH MAN in club act. Tp, dia gently terima my Principe. Kesian tgk muka dia time dia ajak dance. HEHEHEHE
Sebelum balik rumah, akan pegi mkn sbb lapar lah kan, dh start gurau senda kita org ngn panggilan dia kat Ju as a ADINDA, and Ju panggil dia KEKANDA... hehehe
Then afterr that, diorang hantr blek, masa tu, tangga rumah black out, my friend as him to send me sampai pintu rumah.Ok, i feel nrmal jer, biasa. Pastu, dh hntr sampai pintu rumah, then, my friend text me, yg dia mntak number phone. I WAS, mcm mna ni... Nak bg ker x? HURMMM....
Then yes. i bg Max number, then dia trus call. Tanya, dh masuk rumah? Pedahal tgk jer Ju masuk pintu rumah, so YESTERDAY!!! but a good start la. hehehe. Then dah tanya semua pegi basuh kaki then go sleep. After that xder kesinambungan contact. HE silent. Maybe busy. Ada 1 msg Ju noticed dlm minggu yg sama but Ju x reply x perasan kot. Hehehe
The Third meeting, was Fariz Farewell Party actually, sbb dia nak pindah keja at Penang. Then mmg dh plan beli kek for him and pegi lah mlm tu, then after that before pegi, tunggu kwn pick me up, urm. He call me. Hehehehe. Dia ckp " Ju, Pegi Tak mlm ni? ". Ju tipu dia kata "X Lah, Tgh Tido ni, then suara dier brbh kata ala. Pegilah. Hehehe. Lucu.. COMEL!!!!!
But Ju buat surprised masa sampai, dia tgk Ju dr jauh kita org senyum sesama. Hahahaha... Then ckp, ala, Kanda ni, gurau pun x blh. Dia ckp, DINDA tipu. hahahaha
Balik tu, dh benda sama jgk jd, x msg, x call, melainkan after sampai rumah. tu jer. Then dia ada ckp nk bawak g karok, tp silent minggu tu. Tp ju xder tanya2. Mls. :p
After that, satu ptg ni, dia msg ckp jom g karok hari ni, smlm sebok sorry. Then ok, luper nak bg tahu, mmber rumah dia and mmber kg dia as well pun bekenan dgn my Housemate yg sllu Ju ajak g skli Sue. hahaha
So, kita org pegi sekali, Ju nyanyi lagu yg dia suka, "WAJAH SIAPAKAH YG DIKAU CARI" by Azizah kalau x silap. Dia sebenarnya ada kisah sedih yg sgt sedih dlm couple b4 this. But tau mcm tu jer lah, tak mcm tau skg. Hehehe
Dah tu g mkn semua, kita org balik rumah masing2. Mlm tu, start text. HUHU... Lama kan kenal bru nk jinak2 text. Not bad jgk lah dia ni. Hahaha..
Dah start tu, smpai esoknyer, dah kerap msg,n call. Dah rasa lain sikit. hehehehe
kerap hari ke minggu, then dia bg hint yg dia suker but Ju mcm biasa, buat xtau. hehehe.Jahat tak. Padan muka dia! :p
After that, dah saling sama mcm rapat, miss each other, then dia propose blek Ju kata  nak suka kat Ju betul2. Then surprised me of course. Ju jwb, selamba ja, nnt x thn dgn Ju, ju ni mcm jantan, ganas, ayu pun x. Dia kata seadanya. Saling menerima then dia kata dier pon manusia yg ada kekurangan. sama2 sabar ok lah. TERSENTUH beb ngn kata2 tu. But maybe ayat jer tu bg ju masa tu. Then selamba badak Ju ckp ok kita try. Tgk smpai mana hubungan kita. Dia ckp jgn ckp cm Panjang main2 ok. Then i said, OK~
Pastu, bermulah perjalanan kami, drpd Ju menganggap dia Bf yg mungkin hanya akan thn kejap jer sampai skg. ALHAMDULILLAH.
Yer, sampai skg act ju msh x blh nak mengharap setinggi langit ttg hubungan kami, tp dia ada menampakkan kesungguhan utk kami bersatu. INSYALLAH, AMIN.
Kalau ALLAH MEREDHAI hubungan kami berdua, akan panjanglah jodoh dan kebahagiaan kami.
Gaduh? Of course, ju dh la jenis kuat melenting plus kuat menjawab, hehehe...
But, SEDANGKAN LIDAH LAGI TERGIGIT. kan~
kadang2 pergaduhan ant kami buat kami rasa sangat sayang each other, ikhlas. JU DAH MULA SAYANG DIA.
Ju pun berdoa dan mintak petunjuk ALLAH, pasal hubungan kami. Skg ni, kami terpaksa la berjauhan sebab cuti semester. Dia kene keja at Damansara, and Ju kena blek Tawau sebab cuti 4 bln n dh lama x blek. Ni ujian tuk kami sbb hubungan kami bru lg dh kena berpisah jauh. Mungkin ni UJIAN ALLAH tuk hubungan kami. Ju SYUKUR, ALHAMDULILLAH, dan menerima dia seadanya dia menerima Ju.
Ju betul2 memanjatkan SYUKUR pada TUHAN sbb Ju rasa skg dia sebahagian dr hidup ju.
Yg Ju blh Doa, n hrp, kalau btul jodoh kami di REDHAI ALLAH, sampaikanlah jodoh kami sampai ke akhir nafas Ju di dunia ni. Ubahlah kami ke jln yg KAU REDHAI YA ALLAH. AMIN......
skg ni pun Ju tgh rindu dia sgt2. LOVE YOU ABANG. :)