Hai sumer... pa kabo? how u all nyer preparation for rayer???
jue ader kat umah sewer jer ni, tgh lepak2, jue xyah nk buat aper2 preparation pon....
bab x beraya.
erm... ju xder saper nk meluah so jue tepaksa leuhkan ngn tulis dlm ni jer.
this 15 ju have to go UM, buat medicle check up, one of my friend keje saner nk tlg buat check up bout my healthy.
dier tanyer sal my post at fb lately ni asyik sakit jer, then ju ckp bab tonsil and batuk jer ssh nk baik.
dier tanyer jue g klinik ark, jue ckp yes, then she afraid if i have other sakit lain yg x detect bab doc ader ckp mybe my lung will effect and also this friend said so because sllu sangat batuk and selsema.
takut if there is other sakit yg serious bab jue nyer symptom, more into lung cancer, honestly.
but she don't want to mention anything unless after i go check up.
kalau yer pon jue sbnrnye have a serious healthy problem, mybe because lately this 2 months ju byk sgt ........ n ..... bab tension about something.
but hopefully not.
tu sebab ju lebih suker now less because its better for me dr rasa takut...
ju pon noticed anty body ju dah x mcm dulu, jue sllu n senang sakit.
but maybe nothing serious kot.
per pown kene tunggu after check up at UM. i need pakar to check ap on me said my friend.
jue ikut jer.
utk memudahkan urusan because ju student and supaya x costly, ju kene amk surat kat HEP after buker office.
TUHAN jer tahu perasan ju skg berkecamuk.
nasib bek ju x blek kg bab kalau ada per jadi kat ju kat kg family mesti lagi risau.
erm... jue doakan diri ju xder aper...AMIN
really hope that at this moment, my hardest moment, my beloved person always be with me accompany me, just like i'll be his side whatever he is before. REALLY HOPE THAT, but i know that i will never get that, i accept that.
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